Babysitting is going better. The little I watch is getting easier. I was gonna start watching 2 more kids, a brother (2.5 yrs) and a sister (16 mos) from 7 am to like 6 pm. I was feeling iffy about it. Mike could tell I was tense thursday night and I ended up crying and telling him that I just didn't think I could take on 2 more kids. He said if I feel iffy don't do it. So I have to call her (I wouldn't be starting for a few more weeks) and tell her no. I feel bad, but I just can't do it. Their dad just left them and she admitted that they are very hard to handle and fussy because of that. I just can't do it. I feel like my 2 kids and the little I am watching are alreday almost enough. I could handle one more kid, but that is it. So I am going to put some new ads up and hope to find one easy full time kiddo. I am so relieved that Mike understandfs. I just didn't want to become a basket case and cry all the time like I did last time I babysat 2 years ago. I was watching 3 kidsplus my own son and it was hard. One more kid and that's it. Mike can quit his 2nd job then and we both will be happy!
I am going to try to post our pics from last night now. I was looking at them and I was shocked. MIke took a pic of me. He said that we need pics of all my stages of weight loss. I really have lost a lot of weight! 27 lbs so far!!!!
The men in my life, Mike and Dawson golfing:

Emmy our audience!

Dawson has learned to cheat just like Mommy! I am so proud! He drags the ball to the hole..lol.

All done with our fun filled night of golfing!

Here is a pic of me golfing weight 211:

Now here is a pic before I started losing weight. Dec 2004, Weight about 238-240 (yikes!):

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