I have been so busy with school! I cannot believe that the semester is almost over! So far I have all A's. I just have to ace my last 3 tests and I will have straight A's for the semester!
Going back to school at this time in my life has not been easy. I have been amazed at the discipline that I have had! I had a few days here and there were I was overwhelmed and burnt out. I wondered why in the heck I went back to school and I also wondered if I was gonna survive this semester, but so far so good!
I am still babysitting. Not my fave thing, but it keeps me home with my kids. I have had some hard days with Dawson. He is really testing his independance. I have had a few days where I thought that maybe I couldn't handle another child yet, because of the way he has been acting. He is getting better though.
Through it all, Mike and I are still planning on TTC at the begining of the year! I cannot wait to have another baby! I love my kids so much and can't wait to have another one to be amazed by. I seriously don't know how I was so lucky to get the kiddos that I got. I sometimes sit and watch them and just think how lucky I am!
Hopefully in the next few weeks, we will start redecorating the house! WE have been approved thru 2 places for a home equity loan. However one has an option of a 30 year variable rate that will start at 6.26, but who knows how high it might go. They gave us the option of a 15 year @ 7%, but we do not want the payment that we would have. So we went ot wells fargo and got approved, but the lowest rate we could get was 8%. I cannot believe how high the rates are getting. We are gonna try Lending Tree I have heard they have really great rates. So we shall see. All I know is that I want my berber carpet, laminate wood flooring, painted walls, new furniture and finished backyard soooooooo bad! Please cross your fingers for us that we can find the loan that we want.